health is gold...

when i was USA,i fell terriblely ill with high fever ,so much that i have to be admitted to hospital for 1 month...so dear frens pls take care of your health wherever u are...

When i was sick there are alot of ppl who took care of me.I am really really thankful for this group of frens.My mum even fly over to take care of me.I am still very confused right now due to my long stay in hospital.Juz everyone to know that I am really appreciative of all that u all have done.Ppl here like my roommate suhui,my working partner xinhui,malcom,ramnik,choonlin,weihong.............and many more...i really dun know how to thanx all of them.....it meant so much for me to have frens that supported me through my ordeal. I have received letters as well...but i am not sure when it is sent,who it belong to so if it belong to u pls come claim it frm me yourself kay.

And if i had lost temper to u all...i am truly sorry for that period of time...it is cos i am very tired or i am confused again or i am in terrible pain and dun know wat is going on.

Now that i am out of hospital(hopefully with a clean bill of health,which i still have to get some blood test to check later in the day), i have been thinking wat i really want in life....it seem to me that I am given another chance to live again.Do u all know that I even attempted suicide when I was in hospital??U all have no idea wat happen to me...i basically went mad....but i am truely grateful that i am living now,and i realise how much i love my family and frens,although i never show them or tell them that i do.Ppl u all should treasure and love the ppl around u kay...they are all good ppl.oops...i think i am being confused again...i dun know how i should put it into words.

SUMMARISE:live life to the fullest and treasure those around u.

I might continue to study to nurse my health,or maybe go into teaching,or try looking for job(u all heard abt the 100% retrenchment in my company...economy issit too good in the manufacturing sector)

Pls keep me in contact if any of my frens is reading this blog...ppl like meijun,janie,chris?haha..i never give alot of ppl my address.but i am afraid that i might lost your hp contacts cos i am not sure if i cancel my m1 line.But do contact me kay...